seeking only friends for on line chat. no admirers. and uk only. i need to sleep in my bed, in a home. but i'll just post this much. time to refresh emotions. physicly i,m normal. five feet six. blu eyes. blond. probably i miss opportunitys of work. i can,t sleep. today i haven’t been able to doze off to sleep, yesterday was just same. can i be showing survival? i think of road side bombs and instant death for others. it wakes me up. an american military prepers my future. just like you. the iraqs and afghani months of war. not as far away as they say. i,m not prepared and you are not. the president was interviewed and is military. i cannot deal with those conflicts as they seem. some thing of death.